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Returning Home #2
Can't Hold Back
A love triangle gone wrong. The power to heal his pain. And a second chance for both of them.
Nate Riordan came home from war hurting—everywhere.
Alia Drake can touch him and make it all better.
Nate craves her touch, and not just the professional, physical therapist version. But he needs to keep his eyes on the prize and his feet firmly on the path he’s chosen: His buddy, J.J., died, and Nate lived, which means he has promises to keep. Plus, Alia hurt him once, and he’s afraid she’ll do it again.
Alia knows she has to ignore her feelings for Nate. Her job is to take care of him professionally, so she has to keep her hands on the parts of him she has a right to touch. Besides, when she lied to him two years ago, she forfeited any claim she could ever have to his heart.
Now she just has to find some way to stick to her guns, leave him alone, and do her job. Even—or especially—when he’s shirtless on the table in her office…
Nate Riordan came home from war hurting—everywhere.
Alia Drake can touch him and make it all better.
Nate craves her touch, and not just the professional, physical therapist version. But he needs to keep his eyes on the prize and his feet firmly on the path he’s chosen: His buddy, J.J., died, and Nate lived, which means he has promises to keep. Plus, Alia hurt him once, and he’s afraid she’ll do it again.
Alia knows she has to ignore her feelings for Nate. Her job is to take care of him professionally, so she has to keep her hands on the parts of him she has a right to touch. Besides, when she lied to him two years ago, she forfeited any claim she could ever have to his heart.
Now she just has to find some way to stick to her guns, leave him alone, and do her job. Even—or especially—when he’s shirtless on the table in her office…
229 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 15, 2015
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Serena Bell
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USA Today bestselling author Serena Bell writes contemporary romance with heat, heart, and humor. A former journalist, Serena has always believed that everyone has an amazing story to tell if you listen carefully, and you can often find her scribbling in her tiny garret office, mainlining chocolate and bringing to life the tales in her head.
Serena’s books have earned many honors, including an RT Reviewers’ Choice Award, Apple Books Best Book of the Month, and Amazon Best Book of the Year for Romance.
When not writing, Serena loves to spend time with her college-sweetheart husband and two hilarious kiddos—all of whom are incredibly tolerant not just of Serena’s imaginary friends but also of how often she changes her hobbies and how passionately she embraces the new ones. These days, it’s stand-up paddle boarding, board-gaming, meditation, and long walks with good friends.
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USA Today bestselling author Serena Bell writes contemporary romance with heat, heart, and humor. A former journalist, Serena has always believed that everyone has an amazing story to tell if you listen carefully, and you can often find her scribbling in her tiny garret office, mainlining chocolate and bringing to life the tales in her head.
Serena’s books have earned many honors, including an RT Reviewers’ Choice Award, Apple Books Best Book of the Month, and Amazon Best Book of the Year for Romance.
When not writing, Serena loves to spend time with her college-sweetheart husband and two hilarious kiddos—all of whom are incredibly tolerant not just of Serena’s imaginary friends but also of how often she changes her hobbies and how passionately she embraces the new ones. These days, it’s stand-up paddle boarding, board-gaming, meditation, and long walks with good friends.
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December 14, 2015
4.5 - "What about happy endings?" Stars!
One of the main things that I love about Serena Bell’s writing is that she always manages to add a little something different to every one of her stories.
Nate, an injured ex-serviceman is struggling to fit back into a civilian life, in Alia he finds a woman who offers him physical therapy for his injuries and mental clarity for the other issues he is currently trying to come to terms with. The only problem being is that he and Alia have a past, and that past is built around her involvement in his relationship with her sister, and its eventual demise.
”Can we do this now and regret it after?”
As I have come to expect with Serena, this couples story grabbed me from the beginning, I think it’s the ’down-to-earthiness’ of her couples the situations they find themselves in, and the obstacles that are thrown in their paths along the way, and how they ultimately deal with those things are what make her stories so special. You can also tell that a lot of research goes into each and every aspect of the book, from Nate’s Injuries to the therapy Alia offers him, and the rest of the soldiers she treats.
”You make me feel so good… I want to do that to you.”
This was an absolutely stellar read from beginning to end, the sexual tension, the vulnerability they were both experiencing whilst they tried to work through the issues between them from the past, and decide where they wanted to go in the future and just the general coming together for Nate and Alia as the story progressed, it was beautifully paced and perfectly set out.
"I need your hands on me."
I hope that at some point we get a book for Alia’s sister; Becca. Being someone else who doesn’t fit in the perceived bracket of ’normal’ I certainly think she has a story to be told from what we see of her in Can't Hold Back, and if Serena tackles it, it’s almost certain to be another winner.
To Have and to Hold the next book in the Returning Home series is down for release in July 2016, and I cannot wait to see what this super-talented author has in store for her readers next.
ARC generously provided via Netgalley, and it was my pleasure to provide the above honest review.
One of the main things that I love about Serena Bell’s writing is that she always manages to add a little something different to every one of her stories.
Nate, an injured ex-serviceman is struggling to fit back into a civilian life, in Alia he finds a woman who offers him physical therapy for his injuries and mental clarity for the other issues he is currently trying to come to terms with. The only problem being is that he and Alia have a past, and that past is built around her involvement in his relationship with her sister, and its eventual demise.
”Can we do this now and regret it after?”
As I have come to expect with Serena, this couples story grabbed me from the beginning, I think it’s the ’down-to-earthiness’ of her couples the situations they find themselves in, and the obstacles that are thrown in their paths along the way, and how they ultimately deal with those things are what make her stories so special. You can also tell that a lot of research goes into each and every aspect of the book, from Nate’s Injuries to the therapy Alia offers him, and the rest of the soldiers she treats.
”You make me feel so good… I want to do that to you.”
This was an absolutely stellar read from beginning to end, the sexual tension, the vulnerability they were both experiencing whilst they tried to work through the issues between them from the past, and decide where they wanted to go in the future and just the general coming together for Nate and Alia as the story progressed, it was beautifully paced and perfectly set out.
"I need your hands on me."
I hope that at some point we get a book for Alia’s sister; Becca. Being someone else who doesn’t fit in the perceived bracket of ’normal’ I certainly think she has a story to be told from what we see of her in Can't Hold Back, and if Serena tackles it, it’s almost certain to be another winner.
To Have and to Hold the next book in the Returning Home series is down for release in July 2016, and I cannot wait to see what this super-talented author has in store for her readers next.
ARC generously provided via Netgalley, and it was my pleasure to provide the above honest review.
December 6, 2015
4.5
Two years ago Alia met Nate at a picnic. She liked him but instead of making her move, she introduced him to her sister essentially giving him to her. Things did not end well between them, partly because of Alia. Two years later, Nate is an injured soldier who comes to the veterans retreat where Alia is a physical therapist. Nate needs her to help take his pain away but he notices a lot more than just her healing hands.
I really enjoyed this book! When this book first started, I really wasn't sure I was going to like it. I didn't like the whole idea of sisters dating the same guy but it wasn't bad . I really liked that there was no bad guy in this book - Becca and Alia had a really strong bond and great relationship. I really hope the next book in this series is about Becca. This was also super steamy with really hot sexy scenes. I really loved this couple. This book was well written and a really sweet romance. I can't wait to read more by this author!
**ARC provided in exchange for an honest review**
Two years ago Alia met Nate at a picnic. She liked him but instead of making her move, she introduced him to her sister essentially giving him to her. Things did not end well between them, partly because of Alia. Two years later, Nate is an injured soldier who comes to the veterans retreat where Alia is a physical therapist. Nate needs her to help take his pain away but he notices a lot more than just her healing hands.
I really enjoyed this book! When this book first started, I really wasn't sure I was going to like it. I didn't like the whole idea of sisters dating the same guy but it wasn't bad . I really liked that there was no bad guy in this book - Becca and Alia had a really strong bond and great relationship. I really hope the next book in this series is about Becca. This was also super steamy with really hot sexy scenes. I really loved this couple. This book was well written and a really sweet romance. I can't wait to read more by this author!
**ARC provided in exchange for an honest review**
December 8, 2015
4 I was planning to love you whether you wanted me to or not stars. Nate and Alia should have been but Ali gave her sister to Nate on a silver platter. She fell in love with him years ago but attempted to put it in a box and never discuss it again. Now she's his physical therapist and Nate isn't the same charming man he use to be, he's changed by the explosion that ended a good friend's life and that ensures he never forgets due to the constant agony his body is in.
Alia treats Nate hoping to solve his physical problems and possibly bring him back to the man she remembered, the one she fell in love with. She's an incredible physical therapist and uses all her knowledge to figure out how to stop Nate's pain and how to understand where it comes from. Alia's intelligent, caring, tender, compassionate, and self-sacrificing. She doesn't realize until it is far too late that she never stopped loving Nate.
Nate's in Hell and he doesn't want to have Alia seek him out. He doesn't even expect to ever see her again but there she was all gorgeous and beautiful in front of him. He agrees to have her treat him because what could he lose? He gains everything from managing his pain and treating it to having his life back. He falls in love with her and when he realizes, he doesn't let her go.
The story really makes you cheer for Alia and Nate as they find their own way. You become Nate's personal cheerleader in his fight to find himself and work through his body's pain. You also become Alia's personal cheerleader in her struggle to come to terms with her feelings and having a relationship with Nate. By the end of the book you love not only Nate, but also Alia. Serena Bell did a fabulous job with this novel.
Alia treats Nate hoping to solve his physical problems and possibly bring him back to the man she remembered, the one she fell in love with. She's an incredible physical therapist and uses all her knowledge to figure out how to stop Nate's pain and how to understand where it comes from. Alia's intelligent, caring, tender, compassionate, and self-sacrificing. She doesn't realize until it is far too late that she never stopped loving Nate.
Nate's in Hell and he doesn't want to have Alia seek him out. He doesn't even expect to ever see her again but there she was all gorgeous and beautiful in front of him. He agrees to have her treat him because what could he lose? He gains everything from managing his pain and treating it to having his life back. He falls in love with her and when he realizes, he doesn't let her go.
The story really makes you cheer for Alia and Nate as they find their own way. You become Nate's personal cheerleader in his fight to find himself and work through his body's pain. You also become Alia's personal cheerleader in her struggle to come to terms with her feelings and having a relationship with Nate. By the end of the book you love not only Nate, but also Alia. Serena Bell did a fabulous job with this novel.
December 1, 2015
Sweet and Sexy, Can’t Hold Back is a military romance with heart and soul.
Nate finds himself addicted to pain medication after a percussion injury while serving. Wanting to make a difference, Nate checks himself into a camp for Vets looking for R&R only to find the woman who helped break his heart, Alia.
Alia met Nate at a picnic then turned him over to her sister, thinking he couldn't be romantically interested in her. To say it was a bad break up would be an understatement. Leaving Alia's sister and Alia herself both painful memories Nate could do without.
Alia has a specialized treatment that might help Nate and Nate is running out of options. This is Alia's chance to heal the brokenness in Nate.
This is a story of second chances. Life, love and happiness can all be found in the beautiful love story Can’t Hold Back.
I received this ARC copy of Can't Hold Back from Random House Publishing Group - Loveswept in exchange for a honest review. This book is set for publication December 15, 2015.
Written by: Serena Bell
Series: Returning HOme
Sequence in Series: 2
Print Length: 229 pages
Publisher: Loveswept
Publication Date: December 15, 2015
Sold by: Random House LLC
Genre: Military Romance
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Nate finds himself addicted to pain medication after a percussion injury while serving. Wanting to make a difference, Nate checks himself into a camp for Vets looking for R&R only to find the woman who helped break his heart, Alia.
Alia met Nate at a picnic then turned him over to her sister, thinking he couldn't be romantically interested in her. To say it was a bad break up would be an understatement. Leaving Alia's sister and Alia herself both painful memories Nate could do without.
Alia has a specialized treatment that might help Nate and Nate is running out of options. This is Alia's chance to heal the brokenness in Nate.
This is a story of second chances. Life, love and happiness can all be found in the beautiful love story Can’t Hold Back.
I received this ARC copy of Can't Hold Back from Random House Publishing Group - Loveswept in exchange for a honest review. This book is set for publication December 15, 2015.
Written by: Serena Bell
Series: Returning HOme
Sequence in Series: 2
Print Length: 229 pages
Publisher: Loveswept
Publication Date: December 15, 2015
Sold by: Random House LLC
Genre: Military Romance
Amazon | Barnes & Noble
For Reviews and More Check out: http://tometender.blogspot.com
December 8, 2015
I have to say, I fell in love with this amazing book. It started out like any typical romance book. Two sisters and one guy... not sure where that was going. But then you are introduced to some problems. Hurt and betrayal. Deeply emotional but a simmering love beneath it all.
Alia and Nate are sweet and endearing characters that I really liked but then the author kicked it up by pouring her heart into this story. Amazing descriptions of an all consuming love that literally takes your breath away and leaves you misty eyed in places, wondering if they can ever figure it all out. Hot, sensual, sexy, and sooooo good!
This is not the first book I have read by Serena Bell and I knew when I saw her name on this I had to review it. Amazing writing ability, loaded with description that sucks you in and will not let you go. Gosh, I loved the amazing writing talent shown in this book!
This is more than a military romance. This is a military survivor story with the insight of what our vets deal with on a daily basis. A fabulous tribute to the caretakers and vets.
It is rare I do 5 stars, but this one deserves it!
Alia and Nate are sweet and endearing characters that I really liked but then the author kicked it up by pouring her heart into this story. Amazing descriptions of an all consuming love that literally takes your breath away and leaves you misty eyed in places, wondering if they can ever figure it all out. Hot, sensual, sexy, and sooooo good!
This is not the first book I have read by Serena Bell and I knew when I saw her name on this I had to review it. Amazing writing ability, loaded with description that sucks you in and will not let you go. Gosh, I loved the amazing writing talent shown in this book!
This is more than a military romance. This is a military survivor story with the insight of what our vets deal with on a daily basis. A fabulous tribute to the caretakers and vets.
It is rare I do 5 stars, but this one deserves it!
November 15, 2015
Thank you to Netgalley and Publisher for providing me with an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
Unfortunately I did not enjoy this book. The blurb held a lot of promise. It is very difficult to tell the story of post war turmoil for veterans and the author handled this with dignity. My problem however was with the heroine of the book and her chemistry with the hero. The book was very slow throughout and with the dual point of view, there was a lot of repeat and inner monologue. This is not a bad book. It just was not one that worked for me. I skimmed through the second half of the book just to finish the novel.
Unfortunately I did not enjoy this book. The blurb held a lot of promise. It is very difficult to tell the story of post war turmoil for veterans and the author handled this with dignity. My problem however was with the heroine of the book and her chemistry with the hero. The book was very slow throughout and with the dual point of view, there was a lot of repeat and inner monologue. This is not a bad book. It just was not one that worked for me. I skimmed through the second half of the book just to finish the novel.
April 2, 2016
When Alia first laid eyes on Nate, she thought he’d be perfect for her sister, Becca, and ignored her own initial feelings of attraction towards him. But things got complicated when Becca and Nate’s long distance relationship didn’t work out the way anyone expected, ending in heartbreak for all involved. Two years later, Nate and Alia are back in the same place but under wholly different circumstances, no sister in sight. Can they mend the tears of their initial friendship and finally let what should have happened before come to fruition?
I really enjoyed this story and the complicated relationships that developed due to Alia’s misguided but well meaning attempts to help her sister Becca gain self confidence by essentially ‘giving’ her a boyfriend when they first meet Nate. It’s clear that Nate and Alia have an initial attraction to each other, but Alia steps clearly out of the way. There’s no physical cheating in this story, and while early on Alia discovers that her feelings for Nate are growing stronger, she only realizes it at the point where Becca is also realizing that Nate isn’t going to be the one for her. After the break up, Alia and Becca’s sister friendship remains strong, and it was good to see that Becca did not hold Alia’s feelings about Nate against her. Though Nate is understandably hurt and upset by the break up (and for reasons which I won’t spoil here) he puts it out of his head and gets back to his military mission. Thus it’s two years later when Alia and Nate meet up again, under less than ideal circumstances. Alia is an accomplished physical therapist, and Nate is in dire straits, the pain of his injuries creating a drug dependency that he’s determined to beat. Finding out that Alia is the PT at his friend Jake’s veteran’s retreat means he’s got no choice but to face her again. And when she lays her hands on him for the first time, her ability to make him forget some of his physical pain, even briefly, is enough to have him determined to keep the past buried and let her help him.
Nate’s character therefore is one of a strong but wounded man. Realizing his slide into addiction won’t get better without some kind of intervention, he’s desperate for anything that will work. But along with the physical pain is the emotional impact of the friend he lost back in Afghanistan, J.J., and the family that’s been left behind – a family he’s pledged to help move forward, even if it’s at the expense of what he would choose for his own life. His brief interlude at the retreat is meant to be a way to find means of coping with the physical pain, though Nate slowly finds that confiding in Alia helps with the emotional side as well. I really liked how well researched the story was in terms of pain and how the body processes it. I found that aspect really interesting and it was essential to Alia’s character, and to the relationship that develops between her and Nate. Alia herself comes across as a competent and caring person, willing to always put her patients first. This causes her some ethical dilemmas, as she knows that the feelings she had for Nate have only been buried and seeing him again in the flesh brings them out again, to her dismay. Nate however doesn’t have the same qualms. Once he realizes that his feelings for Alia are equally as strong as hers are for him (after she proves she’s worthy of his trust again), he’s all for getting a chance to demonstrate just how much she can do for him, in bed and out. The result is a somewhat illicit but steamy affair between them, as Alia juggles her guilty conscience with her desire to be with Nate, and he constantly reminds himself that whatever they have here at the retreat won’t extend to the real world once he’s back doing what he’s supposed to be doing – supporting his fallen comrade’s family. As the story develops they come to an impasse, one that won’t be broken unless a compromise is reached. Happily for the reader, the conflict gets resolved eventually and the couple gets the happy ending they should have had long ago. 4. 5 stars for this emotional, sexy and uplifting story.
Note: a copy of this story was provided by the publisher via NetGalley for review.
This review appears as a blog post at: http://straightshootinbookreviews.com...
I really enjoyed this story and the complicated relationships that developed due to Alia’s misguided but well meaning attempts to help her sister Becca gain self confidence by essentially ‘giving’ her a boyfriend when they first meet Nate. It’s clear that Nate and Alia have an initial attraction to each other, but Alia steps clearly out of the way. There’s no physical cheating in this story, and while early on Alia discovers that her feelings for Nate are growing stronger, she only realizes it at the point where Becca is also realizing that Nate isn’t going to be the one for her. After the break up, Alia and Becca’s sister friendship remains strong, and it was good to see that Becca did not hold Alia’s feelings about Nate against her. Though Nate is understandably hurt and upset by the break up (and for reasons which I won’t spoil here) he puts it out of his head and gets back to his military mission. Thus it’s two years later when Alia and Nate meet up again, under less than ideal circumstances. Alia is an accomplished physical therapist, and Nate is in dire straits, the pain of his injuries creating a drug dependency that he’s determined to beat. Finding out that Alia is the PT at his friend Jake’s veteran’s retreat means he’s got no choice but to face her again. And when she lays her hands on him for the first time, her ability to make him forget some of his physical pain, even briefly, is enough to have him determined to keep the past buried and let her help him.
Nate’s character therefore is one of a strong but wounded man. Realizing his slide into addiction won’t get better without some kind of intervention, he’s desperate for anything that will work. But along with the physical pain is the emotional impact of the friend he lost back in Afghanistan, J.J., and the family that’s been left behind – a family he’s pledged to help move forward, even if it’s at the expense of what he would choose for his own life. His brief interlude at the retreat is meant to be a way to find means of coping with the physical pain, though Nate slowly finds that confiding in Alia helps with the emotional side as well. I really liked how well researched the story was in terms of pain and how the body processes it. I found that aspect really interesting and it was essential to Alia’s character, and to the relationship that develops between her and Nate. Alia herself comes across as a competent and caring person, willing to always put her patients first. This causes her some ethical dilemmas, as she knows that the feelings she had for Nate have only been buried and seeing him again in the flesh brings them out again, to her dismay. Nate however doesn’t have the same qualms. Once he realizes that his feelings for Alia are equally as strong as hers are for him (after she proves she’s worthy of his trust again), he’s all for getting a chance to demonstrate just how much she can do for him, in bed and out. The result is a somewhat illicit but steamy affair between them, as Alia juggles her guilty conscience with her desire to be with Nate, and he constantly reminds himself that whatever they have here at the retreat won’t extend to the real world once he’s back doing what he’s supposed to be doing – supporting his fallen comrade’s family. As the story develops they come to an impasse, one that won’t be broken unless a compromise is reached. Happily for the reader, the conflict gets resolved eventually and the couple gets the happy ending they should have had long ago. 4. 5 stars for this emotional, sexy and uplifting story.
All at once, he got what she meant. There was a kind of holding in his chest, and he could let it out, like a breath. It felt like a flower unfolding, one petal at a time. Because right here, here was how badly he craved one of those little white pills he’d flushed down the toilet. And right here, here was how scared he’d been ninety percent of the time in Afghanistan, and the time he’d felt safest had been the time he’d been least safe. And right here? How much he wanted one more chance to give J.J. shit. And how goddamn much it sucked Braden couldn’t go on a fucking kayaking trip with his fucking father and had to accept Nate as a shitty substitute —
“It’s okay,” she was saying.
A tear slid down the side of his face into his ear. That wasn’t his, was it? In his chest, something was thawing and breaking up like an iceberg. Oh, fuck, no. No fucking way. He swiped the back of his hand across his eyes.
“Accept whatever comes up. Say yes to it.”
“Shut up. Shut up.”
“Yes, anger. Yes, grief.”
“Shut up, Alia.”
“Yes, to whatever is there–”
“Alia!” He sat up and grabbed her arms, shook her. “Shut the fuck up and get up here and let me kiss you. Okay? That’s all. That’s what I say yes to. Just–Just–”
Then she was in his arm and her mouth was on his and yes, this.
Note: a copy of this story was provided by the publisher via NetGalley for review.
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January 6, 2016
Nate Roirdan, extremely handsome military man while attending his buddy Jake's barbecue meets the very beautiful Alia Drake and is having an incredible conversation and time with her when they are interrupted, not by his buddy but by her sister Becca, Nate is a little irritated that they are interrupted but thrown even a little more when Alia gets up and leaves and leaves him with Becca.
Sure Becca is beautiful , blonde to Alia 's brunette , curvier but more quiet , shy, but Natrs interested and soon they are dating, even spending time together with Alia , all,games etc, until he is deployed back to Afghanistan .
While he is away he eagerly awaits Becca's emails and instant messages, but when he returns he finds out the women he has come to loves has been lying to him along with her sister leaving him broken hearted.
Now. Four years later nice again back from deployment only this time with a concussive injury and hooked on pain killers , he needs to get better to uphold a promise, a promise for the buddy he lost.
Nate choose to go cold turkey and finds himself on his buddiy Jakes doorstep to come to his military rehab R&R.
However the last person Nate expects to see is Alia, sure he new that Jake and her are friends and that they went to PT school together,but Jake never said anything about Alia working for him.
Alia is covering for Jake while he takes his wife on a well deserved vacation and it is her opportunity to prove she can handle these soldiers and do right by them with her Physical therapy strategies , she is determined to treat Nate like any other patient. Nate is determined to avoid Alia, but she is tenacious and tracks him down and basically challenges him to let her treat his pain.
Nate , eve though he still is mad at her for her part in Becca's deception gives in figures he can let her do her Pf that has not worked with any other therapist in the past, then just tell her it is no help, except Alia's. Touch is different, she is different, she has an uncanny knack for tracking down the pain and eradicating it , nevermind awakening his body in other ways , says that he has not felt in well over nine months . Alia is not immune to Nate , she never was ,even that day at the barbecue when she walked away and gave him to Becca part f her wanted to keep him for herself and that same part still,wants him! As his physical therapist she can not cross that line but when Nate kisses her it is all over she melts into him and the temptation.
Can Alia help Nate recover? Will she be able to step away and maintain a professional relationship?
Could Nate possibly forgive her ? Will Nates promise to a dead buddy be more important? Will Nate get better?
Well, one click find out!
Arc copy provided by Loveswpet via Netgalley for an honest review.
Sure Becca is beautiful , blonde to Alia 's brunette , curvier but more quiet , shy, but Natrs interested and soon they are dating, even spending time together with Alia , all,games etc, until he is deployed back to Afghanistan .
While he is away he eagerly awaits Becca's emails and instant messages, but when he returns he finds out the women he has come to loves has been lying to him along with her sister leaving him broken hearted.
Now. Four years later nice again back from deployment only this time with a concussive injury and hooked on pain killers , he needs to get better to uphold a promise, a promise for the buddy he lost.
Nate choose to go cold turkey and finds himself on his buddiy Jakes doorstep to come to his military rehab R&R.
However the last person Nate expects to see is Alia, sure he new that Jake and her are friends and that they went to PT school together,but Jake never said anything about Alia working for him.
Alia is covering for Jake while he takes his wife on a well deserved vacation and it is her opportunity to prove she can handle these soldiers and do right by them with her Physical therapy strategies , she is determined to treat Nate like any other patient. Nate is determined to avoid Alia, but she is tenacious and tracks him down and basically challenges him to let her treat his pain.
Nate , eve though he still is mad at her for her part in Becca's deception gives in figures he can let her do her Pf that has not worked with any other therapist in the past, then just tell her it is no help, except Alia's. Touch is different, she is different, she has an uncanny knack for tracking down the pain and eradicating it , nevermind awakening his body in other ways , says that he has not felt in well over nine months . Alia is not immune to Nate , she never was ,even that day at the barbecue when she walked away and gave him to Becca part f her wanted to keep him for herself and that same part still,wants him! As his physical therapist she can not cross that line but when Nate kisses her it is all over she melts into him and the temptation.
Can Alia help Nate recover? Will she be able to step away and maintain a professional relationship?
Could Nate possibly forgive her ? Will Nates promise to a dead buddy be more important? Will Nate get better?
Well, one click find out!
Arc copy provided by Loveswpet via Netgalley for an honest review.
September 15, 2015
ARC received from NetGalley for honest review.
Second in a series but can be read as a standalone.
Confession I am an absolute sucker for a military man so I was already hooked.
What I liked:
Nate and Alia together in the present. Definitely had chemistry and weren't shy about it.
Alia wasn't a pushover when it came to helping Nate with his pain.
What I didn't get:
Why Alia felt it necessary to "give" Nate to her sister in the past. The sacrifices she made for her sister didn't really make sense to me.
Technically lying to Nate in the letters. Never a big fan of that. Thought Nate forgave that too easily.
Nate's promises to his friend's family that were unspoken. Where's the communication?
I thought there was great potential in this story but the backstory didn't work for me. I was left with too many "whys?,
Second in a series but can be read as a standalone.
Confession I am an absolute sucker for a military man so I was already hooked.
What I liked:
Nate and Alia together in the present. Definitely had chemistry and weren't shy about it.
Alia wasn't a pushover when it came to helping Nate with his pain.
What I didn't get:
Why Alia felt it necessary to "give" Nate to her sister in the past. The sacrifices she made for her sister didn't really make sense to me.
Technically lying to Nate in the letters. Never a big fan of that. Thought Nate forgave that too easily.
Nate's promises to his friend's family that were unspoken. Where's the communication?
I thought there was great potential in this story but the backstory didn't work for me. I was left with too many "whys?,
December 15, 2015
4.5 stars
Can't Hold Back was a beautifully written second chance love story, I loved it.
The characters Alia and Nate were likable and very relatable. I was drawn into their emotional story from the first page. They had this strong attraction/connection, you could see it from their first meeting and their chemistry was off the charts.
I enjoyed watching them reconnect and work together to get to their HEA.
Serena Bell is a talented author who gives her readers heartwarming and memorable romance stories that leave you full of happy feels.
I really enjoyed Can't Hold Back, I highly recommend this book and the Returning Home series.
Thank you Random House Publishing Group - Loveswept via NetGalley for the advance copy.
Can't Hold Back was a beautifully written second chance love story, I loved it.
The characters Alia and Nate were likable and very relatable. I was drawn into their emotional story from the first page. They had this strong attraction/connection, you could see it from their first meeting and their chemistry was off the charts.
I enjoyed watching them reconnect and work together to get to their HEA.
Serena Bell is a talented author who gives her readers heartwarming and memorable romance stories that leave you full of happy feels.
I really enjoyed Can't Hold Back, I highly recommend this book and the Returning Home series.
Thank you Random House Publishing Group - Loveswept via NetGalley for the advance copy.
September 9, 2015
While I enjoyed this book, I was often frustrated by the actions of the characters involved. Alia was attracted to Nate from the very first. However, she decided that her sister who hadn't even met or seen Nate deserved him more, so she just gave him to her. Then later, Alia even wrote all of the love letters on behalf of Becca. So is it any wonder Nate was ticked when he found out the truth since he was attracted to Alia and not Becca even though they did date. Argh, I just wanted to smack their heads together. So this was definitely a second-chance contemporary romance that also touched on the aftermath of war on our veterans. Once you could get past the stupid actions, it was an enjoyable read.
ARC received in exchange for an honest review.
ARC received in exchange for an honest review.
March 5, 2017
I liked this book much better than the first and third but there were still some issues with it that kept me from loving it all. I loved the middle of this book, the beginning and ending though, I hated. I don't like how Alia "gave" Nate to her sister like he was a possession. That right there, was just stupid. I don't see how you could just pass off a guy you were into on to your sister like he was a gift. The reasoning behind that was stupid and very unrealistic to begin with. No girl having a great time with a guy would want to just pass him off to her sister if she liked him, no girl would be dumb enough to not realize her sister liked a guy if she was really that close to her, no guy having a good time talking with a girl would just forget about her because she introduced him to her sister, not if he really liked her. Nice guys like that don't just switch their attention from one girl to the next in thirty seconds, Alia gave no indication that she wasn't interested in him, she politely introduced him to her sister because she was there and went to get a drink. That whole scene was completely stupid and I couldn't take it seriously.
Becca is one of the most selfish girls I've ever seen in a book. She turns everything into all about her. She got upset that her sister didn't confide in her and I wish that Alia had snapped at her and called her out but no she let her play the victim and consoled her as usual letting Becca cry and cry and cry because SHE hurt. Becca was hurt and needed comforting. Becca hurt and lashed out in anger. Becca needed to get her feelings out. Becca needed someone to console her. Not once did she ask how her sister was doing or if she needed anything because she was too busy dumping all of her problems on Alia and crying over another guy not wanting her. She had to have known that Alia liked Nate right from the start considering she saw them laughing and having a good time but she took it upon herself to interrupt them anyway. The fact that she looked to her sister for confirmation that talking to him was ok proved that. She was a terrible sister and I don't see how Alia couldn't see how selfish and annoying her sister was. She wanted her to hold her hand in everything one of those things being writing letters to a guy she was dating, but then got upset that Alia didn't see her as a friend, as an adult, someone she could go to for advice, probably because Becca doesn't show any signs of being a mature adult, her actions are that of a teenager. I couldn't stand her and wanted so bad for Alia to wise up and tell her that she has her own problems to worry about and to go cry to someone else and give her a break from her endless crises.
I wish that Nate had opened his eyes sooner and gone to Alia before she decided to write her letter to him. I guess in a way that was her true apology to him about their initial deception but I felt like she had shown true remorse for that already and with how he went to her, it didn't feel like a true apology from him. I get what he was going for but I wanted to see him tell her straight out he was wrong, he was sorry, he was stupid and never should have left her. I'm just so tired of seeing this author's characters give these long explanations and excuses of why they did what they did, I don't care what the reason was, I wanna see them take responsibility for hurting the one they care about, own up to it, show that you're sorry with words. Admit you screwed up, tell them you're sorry, that you regret leaving, and you will do whatever it takes to get their trust back and be given another chance to prove that you love them and that you'll never walk away from them again. I want to see a heartfelt apology and this lacked that. A care package doesn't fix your mistake and the fact that you hurt the one you love.
I did like the progression of Nate and Alia's relationship. It was believable, it went at a decent pace, and it just fit for them. It had just enough sugar and spice for me and the chemistry they had together was done amazingly well. I won't read this book because of the two issues I had with this book, they're too much to overlook, but I am glad I got to read it. I loved seeing them start out as two people with a sad history to a perfectly matched couple who could take on anything. I loved Alia and Nate but I don't think I could handle a second reading and still be happy for them as I am now. I would nitpick everything and I like the positive note we left them on.
Becca is one of the most selfish girls I've ever seen in a book. She turns everything into all about her. She got upset that her sister didn't confide in her and I wish that Alia had snapped at her and called her out but no she let her play the victim and consoled her as usual letting Becca cry and cry and cry because SHE hurt. Becca was hurt and needed comforting. Becca hurt and lashed out in anger. Becca needed to get her feelings out. Becca needed someone to console her. Not once did she ask how her sister was doing or if she needed anything because she was too busy dumping all of her problems on Alia and crying over another guy not wanting her. She had to have known that Alia liked Nate right from the start considering she saw them laughing and having a good time but she took it upon herself to interrupt them anyway. The fact that she looked to her sister for confirmation that talking to him was ok proved that. She was a terrible sister and I don't see how Alia couldn't see how selfish and annoying her sister was. She wanted her to hold her hand in everything one of those things being writing letters to a guy she was dating, but then got upset that Alia didn't see her as a friend, as an adult, someone she could go to for advice, probably because Becca doesn't show any signs of being a mature adult, her actions are that of a teenager. I couldn't stand her and wanted so bad for Alia to wise up and tell her that she has her own problems to worry about and to go cry to someone else and give her a break from her endless crises.
I wish that Nate had opened his eyes sooner and gone to Alia before she decided to write her letter to him. I guess in a way that was her true apology to him about their initial deception but I felt like she had shown true remorse for that already and with how he went to her, it didn't feel like a true apology from him. I get what he was going for but I wanted to see him tell her straight out he was wrong, he was sorry, he was stupid and never should have left her. I'm just so tired of seeing this author's characters give these long explanations and excuses of why they did what they did, I don't care what the reason was, I wanna see them take responsibility for hurting the one they care about, own up to it, show that you're sorry with words. Admit you screwed up, tell them you're sorry, that you regret leaving, and you will do whatever it takes to get their trust back and be given another chance to prove that you love them and that you'll never walk away from them again. I want to see a heartfelt apology and this lacked that. A care package doesn't fix your mistake and the fact that you hurt the one you love.
I did like the progression of Nate and Alia's relationship. It was believable, it went at a decent pace, and it just fit for them. It had just enough sugar and spice for me and the chemistry they had together was done amazingly well. I won't read this book because of the two issues I had with this book, they're too much to overlook, but I am glad I got to read it. I loved seeing them start out as two people with a sad history to a perfectly matched couple who could take on anything. I loved Alia and Nate but I don't think I could handle a second reading and still be happy for them as I am now. I would nitpick everything and I like the positive note we left them on.
December 15, 2015
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4.5 stars
** I received an advanced readers copy from Loveswept via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Thank you!**
Can't Hold Back is the second book in the Returning Home series but can be read as a stand alone. I was fortunate enough to read Hold on Tight, the first book, and although it is not necessary to read it to follow along I highly recommend it only because it was a really great book.
Serena Bell writes contemporary romance really, really well. Her characters and plot are messy, complicated, full of angst and issues, difficult and somehow way easier to relate to because of it. Can't Hold Back is not a long book but it is packed full of relevant and serious issues that will hold as much interest as the romance aspect of it.
Alia had always been more of a mother to her younger sister than her mother ever was. Becca had many insecurities stemming from a learning disabilty which kept Alia on her toes. She wanted her to be happy. That is why she set her up with Nate even though she had felt an imediate connection with him. When he went overseas she had no idea how much her help would ruin everything.
Nate suffered a serious injury in the line of duty that left him in pain and dealing with an overwhelming case of survivors guilt and an addiction to prescription pills. To fullfil his unspoken promise to his dead partner he headed to a veterans retreat (owned by Jake from the 1st book) for help with his pain and addiction. Old wounds are opened again when Alia is the one in charge of his pain management.
It wasn't long before there were even more complications such as broken promises, ethics, possible job opportunites and heartbreak to add to the mix.
I devoured this book just like I did the first one. There is just something about Bell's writing that draws you in and keeps you there. I'm not sure if it how she manages to pen someone who is completely broken yet is still sexy has hell or if it is the depth and seriousness of the issues she gives them. Whatever it is, it manages to get to me every time. I was in Alia and Nate's corner the entire time and hoping with each turn of the page for a favourable outcome. Their chemistry was off the charts and the sexy time was enough to make me blush.
I am absolutely loving this series and can't wait for the next instalment!
4.5 stars
** I received an advanced readers copy from Loveswept via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Thank you!**
Can't Hold Back is the second book in the Returning Home series but can be read as a stand alone. I was fortunate enough to read Hold on Tight, the first book, and although it is not necessary to read it to follow along I highly recommend it only because it was a really great book.
Serena Bell writes contemporary romance really, really well. Her characters and plot are messy, complicated, full of angst and issues, difficult and somehow way easier to relate to because of it. Can't Hold Back is not a long book but it is packed full of relevant and serious issues that will hold as much interest as the romance aspect of it.
Alia had always been more of a mother to her younger sister than her mother ever was. Becca had many insecurities stemming from a learning disabilty which kept Alia on her toes. She wanted her to be happy. That is why she set her up with Nate even though she had felt an imediate connection with him. When he went overseas she had no idea how much her help would ruin everything.
Nate suffered a serious injury in the line of duty that left him in pain and dealing with an overwhelming case of survivors guilt and an addiction to prescription pills. To fullfil his unspoken promise to his dead partner he headed to a veterans retreat (owned by Jake from the 1st book) for help with his pain and addiction. Old wounds are opened again when Alia is the one in charge of his pain management.
It wasn't long before there were even more complications such as broken promises, ethics, possible job opportunites and heartbreak to add to the mix.
I devoured this book just like I did the first one. There is just something about Bell's writing that draws you in and keeps you there. I'm not sure if it how she manages to pen someone who is completely broken yet is still sexy has hell or if it is the depth and seriousness of the issues she gives them. Whatever it is, it manages to get to me every time. I was in Alia and Nate's corner the entire time and hoping with each turn of the page for a favourable outcome. Their chemistry was off the charts and the sexy time was enough to make me blush.
I am absolutely loving this series and can't wait for the next instalment!
May 20, 2016
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Can’t hold back is the first book I read of Serena Bell. I chose this book for two reasons: first I am a big sucker for military romance and second I always on a look out for new authors with new writing styles and new stories. I have to say I am very happy that I chose this book.
Nate was injured in the line of duty leaves him broken, body and soul. Nate finds himself addicted to his pain meds, with no place to call home. Desperate for an escape, Nate reluctantly accepts a friend’s invitation to a new veterans’ retreat. Nate is shocked when the sight of his physical therapist opens up another old wound: heartbreak.
Years ago, Alia fell hard for Nate, but never made her move. Instead, she set up her sister with the sexy, confident military man, a foolish decision that continues to haunt all three of them. Now, with Nate as her patient, will Alia be able to hold back or will she cross boundaries and finally have a second chance at love?
Nate – well who can resist a military man especially the wounded one:) Nate is confident, sexy and strong. He is also loyal to his friend even though it hurts him and Alia in the process. Can he get past the guilt and duties in order to find happiness?
Alia character is sweet, caring, and selfless – she gave up Nate for her sister even though she really likes him. After Nate was deployed she even helped her sister with sending letters and care packages. But then Alia started to send emails and texts to Nate and slowly she started to fall for him. Fast forward, it was faith that she was assigned as Nate therapist after he came home. She helped Nate not only with the physical pain but also the emotional pain and demons that Nate suffered. My only complaint is that I was not sure about the sacrifice Alia made for her sister (giving up Nate) I don’t know if that’s necessary or believable but then again I guess it has to be otherwise it wouldn’t be a second love story:):) I also would like the epilogue to be a little bit longer. This book is about forgiveness, second chance at love, and new beginnings. It is not without emotions, angst, pain, and real life issues though. So if you don’t mind a little feels it’s worth it! This story is really sweet and don’t forget sexy too.
“I want you to love me. Because I love you.”
I would read another book of Serena Bell. I am curious if she will write a story for Alia sister?
Thank you NetGalley and Publisher for the ARC of this book.
Can’t hold back is the first book I read of Serena Bell. I chose this book for two reasons: first I am a big sucker for military romance and second I always on a look out for new authors with new writing styles and new stories. I have to say I am very happy that I chose this book.
Nate was injured in the line of duty leaves him broken, body and soul. Nate finds himself addicted to his pain meds, with no place to call home. Desperate for an escape, Nate reluctantly accepts a friend’s invitation to a new veterans’ retreat. Nate is shocked when the sight of his physical therapist opens up another old wound: heartbreak.
Years ago, Alia fell hard for Nate, but never made her move. Instead, she set up her sister with the sexy, confident military man, a foolish decision that continues to haunt all three of them. Now, with Nate as her patient, will Alia be able to hold back or will she cross boundaries and finally have a second chance at love?
Nate – well who can resist a military man especially the wounded one:) Nate is confident, sexy and strong. He is also loyal to his friend even though it hurts him and Alia in the process. Can he get past the guilt and duties in order to find happiness?
Alia character is sweet, caring, and selfless – she gave up Nate for her sister even though she really likes him. After Nate was deployed she even helped her sister with sending letters and care packages. But then Alia started to send emails and texts to Nate and slowly she started to fall for him. Fast forward, it was faith that she was assigned as Nate therapist after he came home. She helped Nate not only with the physical pain but also the emotional pain and demons that Nate suffered. My only complaint is that I was not sure about the sacrifice Alia made for her sister (giving up Nate) I don’t know if that’s necessary or believable but then again I guess it has to be otherwise it wouldn’t be a second love story:):) I also would like the epilogue to be a little bit longer. This book is about forgiveness, second chance at love, and new beginnings. It is not without emotions, angst, pain, and real life issues though. So if you don’t mind a little feels it’s worth it! This story is really sweet and don’t forget sexy too.
“I want you to love me. Because I love you.”
I would read another book of Serena Bell. I am curious if she will write a story for Alia sister?
Thank you NetGalley and Publisher for the ARC of this book.
December 16, 2015
***ARC provided through NetGalley for an honest review***
****4 very enjoyable stars for me***
**spoilers free**
This is my first book by Serena Bell and I'm very happy that I requested this book. I love stories about broken men and women who help them get better. Also, who doesn't love a story about a man in uniform. Can't Hold Back was a well written book with likable characters. This was also a second chance romance in my opinion. Well more of a second chance for Alia and an opening of the eyes for Nate. That sentence will probably make more sense once you read the book!
I loved Alia as a character but wish she fought a little harder for Nate in the beginning. Once he found out the secret, she should have explained herself and fought for what she really wanted. But with that being said, I get why she did what she did and didn't tell the whole truth. She took care of people and pretty much put her happiness on the back burner. As we saw in the beginning of the story. Even though she didn't see it that way. Would she realized she could be happy too before or was too late?
I liked Nate and thought he was a good match for Alia and I was glad that it didn't let the incident make him bitter throughout the book. I mean he was hurt and more than a bit angry, but he didn't let that fester. He realized what was in front of him and went for it. But Nate still had some demons to bury before he could really move on with his life. Alia helped him with some, but he had to work out the others before it was too late. Would he?
This was a great story about forgiveness, self growth, second chances, family and love. This book also had hot sex and dirty talking. My type of book! I wonder if Becca, Alia's sister, is going to get her own book. It would be great to read about her and see her growth. Fingers crossed!
****4 very enjoyable stars for me***
**spoilers free**
This is my first book by Serena Bell and I'm very happy that I requested this book. I love stories about broken men and women who help them get better. Also, who doesn't love a story about a man in uniform. Can't Hold Back was a well written book with likable characters. This was also a second chance romance in my opinion. Well more of a second chance for Alia and an opening of the eyes for Nate. That sentence will probably make more sense once you read the book!
I loved Alia as a character but wish she fought a little harder for Nate in the beginning. Once he found out the secret, she should have explained herself and fought for what she really wanted. But with that being said, I get why she did what she did and didn't tell the whole truth. She took care of people and pretty much put her happiness on the back burner. As we saw in the beginning of the story. Even though she didn't see it that way. Would she realized she could be happy too before or was too late?
I liked Nate and thought he was a good match for Alia and I was glad that it didn't let the incident make him bitter throughout the book. I mean he was hurt and more than a bit angry, but he didn't let that fester. He realized what was in front of him and went for it. But Nate still had some demons to bury before he could really move on with his life. Alia helped him with some, but he had to work out the others before it was too late. Would he?
This was a great story about forgiveness, self growth, second chances, family and love. This book also had hot sex and dirty talking. My type of book! I wonder if Becca, Alia's sister, is going to get her own book. It would be great to read about her and see her growth. Fingers crossed!
June 4, 2017
I came into this story with such high expectations after the wonderful first book of this series, Hold on Tight. For the most part I was not disappointed. While not quite as emotionally satisfying as the first book, it was still a sweet and lovely second-chance-at-love story, and packed its own emotional punch. There were parts that moved a bit slowly; and parts that didn't go the way I thought they would...or should. It was not until I actually finished reading the book that all the pieces really clicked into place. It was messy, just like real life and real love; and after it was over I realized I wouldn't have changed a thing. Nate and Alia took the long road, but they made through stronger and wiser for the emotionally draining journey.
I'm very curious about Alia's sister Becca now. That silly, foolish girl finally grew up here, and needs her own happy ending.
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From the author page --
Serena Bell writes stories about how sex messes with your head, why smart people do stupid things sometimes, and how love can make it all better.
Yep...Describes Bell's writing style perfectly.
I'm very curious about Alia's sister Becca now. That silly, foolish girl finally grew up here, and needs her own happy ending.
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From the author page --
Serena Bell writes stories about how sex messes with your head, why smart people do stupid things sometimes, and how love can make it all better.
Yep...Describes Bell's writing style perfectly.
February 4, 2016
This book was kind of boring and bland. Nothing really happened, it just meandered along. There was a lot of telling and not showing as well as a certain lack of dialogue.
I never understood why the heroine had "to give" the hero to her sister so selflessly in the first place. She also lied to him repeatedly (in writing letters/messages in her sisters name to him while he was deployed) which is a huge turn-off for me.
I've enjoyed this author's work before so I'm a bit bummed this book didn't work for me at all.
Better luck next time, I guess!
I never understood why the heroine had "to give" the hero to her sister so selflessly in the first place. She also lied to him repeatedly (in writing letters/messages in her sisters name to him while he was deployed) which is a huge turn-off for me.
I've enjoyed this author's work before so I'm a bit bummed this book didn't work for me at all.
Better luck next time, I guess!
March 26, 2019
After reading Hold on Tight, I was a big fan of Jake and had a feeling he would stay the favorite of the series. I was wrong! Nate came storming in and stole Jake's first place. Can't Hold Back sucked me right in and I couldn't put the book down.
Nate suffered a pretty bad injury while deployed and is still learning to live with the consequences. All he knows is there is a lot of pain and he doesn't want painkillers solving the problem anymore! That's when he ends up at Jake's center set up for soldiers.
Alia is a physical therapist and isn't happy with her job. She wants to try out new methods that really seem to work, but her boss wants nothing of it (it costs him money if patients get better sooner). An opportunity just happens to come across her path when Jake will be away for a week. If she can prove herself, she may just have a new job.
I loved the idea of this center for soldiers and what Jake wanted to accomplish. I can't imagine what those soldiers go through and they really should have a place to relax and heal. Things get complicated though, because Alia and Nate have a past. They know each other and let's just say, things didn't go well in a certain situation.
Alia and Nate are clearly attracted to each other, but besides their past, it's frowned upon while Alia is his physical therapist. They just can't stay away from each other and Nate is very impressed that she can actually take the pain away. He doesn't want to lose that! Can't Hold Back is a perfect love story and I loved watching them fall in love. Of course, boundaries can be crossed when in a patient-therapist relationship, but this author was very clear in that. Alia was very concerned about this and honest.
Can't Hold Back is a steamy romance, but it's also so much more. Alia finds her way and a job she loves. Even takes big risks with that for Nate. On the other hand, Nate learns to open up, accept the pain and deal with it. He learns that he's not responsible for everything and can follow his dreams. After everything he goes through, I'd say he even deserves it. There is some drama, but it's not over the top and fits this story perfectly. My only complaint is that I want more of these two characters!
You can't help but love Alia and Nate and their journey together and on their own. Past mistakes don't always define you and sometimes there are second chances. I love it when authors really make me feel something and when I end up sad a book is over. I can't wait for the next book in this series!
Nate suffered a pretty bad injury while deployed and is still learning to live with the consequences. All he knows is there is a lot of pain and he doesn't want painkillers solving the problem anymore! That's when he ends up at Jake's center set up for soldiers.
Alia is a physical therapist and isn't happy with her job. She wants to try out new methods that really seem to work, but her boss wants nothing of it (it costs him money if patients get better sooner). An opportunity just happens to come across her path when Jake will be away for a week. If she can prove herself, she may just have a new job.
I loved the idea of this center for soldiers and what Jake wanted to accomplish. I can't imagine what those soldiers go through and they really should have a place to relax and heal. Things get complicated though, because Alia and Nate have a past. They know each other and let's just say, things didn't go well in a certain situation.
Alia and Nate are clearly attracted to each other, but besides their past, it's frowned upon while Alia is his physical therapist. They just can't stay away from each other and Nate is very impressed that she can actually take the pain away. He doesn't want to lose that! Can't Hold Back is a perfect love story and I loved watching them fall in love. Of course, boundaries can be crossed when in a patient-therapist relationship, but this author was very clear in that. Alia was very concerned about this and honest.
Can't Hold Back is a steamy romance, but it's also so much more. Alia finds her way and a job she loves. Even takes big risks with that for Nate. On the other hand, Nate learns to open up, accept the pain and deal with it. He learns that he's not responsible for everything and can follow his dreams. After everything he goes through, I'd say he even deserves it. There is some drama, but it's not over the top and fits this story perfectly. My only complaint is that I want more of these two characters!
You can't help but love Alia and Nate and their journey together and on their own. Past mistakes don't always define you and sometimes there are second chances. I love it when authors really make me feel something and when I end up sad a book is over. I can't wait for the next book in this series!
April 6, 2019
Nate and Alia... this was a HOT story! These two burned the pages up.
But before that... there was a long ago introduction that went a bit wrong when Alia tried to pass Nate off to her baby sister. There was some letters written while he was on deployment... making Nate believe the letter writer was the sister but it was really Alia... and yeah, he found out and didn't speak to either of them for awhile. But Alia held onto feelings for him the entire time.
Now, Nate has unbearable pain that is severe and moves around. Nothing fully relieves it. From messages to pain meds. he feels like he's tried everything and nothing is working. He fears getting addicted to the oxy and finally flushes his pills, but the pain still plagues him. He ends up going to his friend Jake's retreat for returning soldiers. There he meets many other soldiers suffering from differing forms of PTSD. The emotional connection of fellow soldiers was powerful.
Alia works in Physical Therapy and has a passion for helping others with pain management. Her sessions with Nate was gripping to read about. I was fascinated by her job, and the pain loop that Nate suffered from and how Alia finally broke through it. That part of this story was devastating and heartbreaking to read about. What soldiers suffer with once they get home... and often times there is no answer for them. I loved how author dived into this and showed a sliver of what soldiers come home with.
This book was totally different than Jake & Mira but I loved it just as much. This is a fast read that I could not put down once I started.
But before that... there was a long ago introduction that went a bit wrong when Alia tried to pass Nate off to her baby sister. There was some letters written while he was on deployment... making Nate believe the letter writer was the sister but it was really Alia... and yeah, he found out and didn't speak to either of them for awhile. But Alia held onto feelings for him the entire time.
Now, Nate has unbearable pain that is severe and moves around. Nothing fully relieves it. From messages to pain meds. he feels like he's tried everything and nothing is working. He fears getting addicted to the oxy and finally flushes his pills, but the pain still plagues him. He ends up going to his friend Jake's retreat for returning soldiers. There he meets many other soldiers suffering from differing forms of PTSD. The emotional connection of fellow soldiers was powerful.
Alia works in Physical Therapy and has a passion for helping others with pain management. Her sessions with Nate was gripping to read about. I was fascinated by her job, and the pain loop that Nate suffered from and how Alia finally broke through it. That part of this story was devastating and heartbreaking to read about. What soldiers suffer with once they get home... and often times there is no answer for them. I loved how author dived into this and showed a sliver of what soldiers come home with.
This book was totally different than Jake & Mira but I loved it just as much. This is a fast read that I could not put down once I started.
August 4, 2018
Can't Hold Back is the second book in the Returning Home series. It takes place about five years after the events of the first book. It works very well as a stand alone. For the most part, I thought it was a sweet romance. I will admit to liking the first book, Hold on Tight , a bit more. It's kind of a second chance story, but not in the conventional way. This is Nate and Alia's story. Alia has always been interested in Nate, but to help her sister find happiness, she passed him on to her. Becca breaks it off with Nate and he later finds out that all of the letters he thought Becca wrote to him were actually from Alia. Which sister had he actually fallen for?
As I said this was a cute/sweet romance. Nate and Alia were both hiding from something. Nate was fighting chronic pain and the craving to dive back into a bottle of pills. Alia was looking for some place to be needed. She had a hard time asking for help or admitting what she wanted. They were good for each other. I found Alia's alternative therapies for pain management really interesting and had to Google it for more information. I had never heard of "tapping" before. Apparently, it is a real thing and I have to wonder if it really works.
If you are looking for a quick second chance romance, I do recommend this one as well as the first. It's a good story to read on a rainy day.
As I said this was a cute/sweet romance. Nate and Alia were both hiding from something. Nate was fighting chronic pain and the craving to dive back into a bottle of pills. Alia was looking for some place to be needed. She had a hard time asking for help or admitting what she wanted. They were good for each other. I found Alia's alternative therapies for pain management really interesting and had to Google it for more information. I had never heard of "tapping" before. Apparently, it is a real thing and I have to wonder if it really works.
If you are looking for a quick second chance romance, I do recommend this one as well as the first. It's a good story to read on a rainy day.
March 5, 2017
I dug this, but i think I would have liked even more on the ethical issues? That feels like a weird thing to say about a romance novel, but when you lay the issues out there, I expect thorough follow up.
December 15, 2015
With current events surrounding the plight of returning veterans readers will find this second installment in the Returning Home series a timely addition to the discussion. From start to finish this story will captivate readers as it touches on the pain of returning veterans, feelings of survivor's guilt, and the lengths people will go to in the name of love. With two strong protagonists readers will find themselves cheering them on towards HEA one moment while shedding a tear over their misguided choices the next moment.
Because of issues surrounding her parents Alia has always felt more like a parent than a child, especially when interacting with her learning disabled sister Becca. Seeing how her disability has shattered her self-esteem Alia's main concern in life has been putting a smile on Becca's face, often to the exclusion of her own happiness. That becomes very apparent when the sexy and self-assured Nate meets Alia and makes an instant connection but inexorably finds himself with Becca through Alia's machinations. Alia's matchmaking takes an unexpected turn as the letters she writes on her sister's behalf start reflecting her own feelings and has her wanting things she's long denied herself which leaves Nate feeling disillusioned and alone. After hurting Nate earlier though she doesn't want to hurt him again even though she's the only one who can help heal the chronic pain a tragic wartime explosion has left him with. Being in such close quarters reignites the feelings she tried to bury but their plans for the future, and fears of holding each other back, leaves their HEA in doubt once again unless they finally claim their heart's desires. Alia's immensely likable with her kind heart and selfless nature. She enjoys being needed, craves it as it gives her life purpose, but being around Nate shows her that her needs are just as important. She helps heal Nate, but he heals her too as she finally goes after what she wants, letting others help her for a change, which was empowering to see and left me cheering for her.
Nate was once self-assured and outgoing with his meeting Alia a moment that changed his life completely. He felt a connection to her but ended up with her sister with Alia's blessing. After the truth came out he was left emotionally confused and feeling a bit betrayed, but the explosion that killed his teammate shortly after left him even more bruised and battered. Chronic pain that he refuses to admit is more than physical has him leaning on Alia, and her unconventional treatments, and resurrects their combustible connection. When we meet Nate again he's clearly in pain with shadows marring his soul. He's much quieter with his pain palpable which had me aching with him. He feels as though his life is lacking so to find purpose he focuses on a promise made to a dying teammate which is admirable but misguided as it keeps him from living for himself. As his physical pain dissipates Nate becomes the flirty and boyishly playful man he once was which made his interactions with Alia fun to watch with their witty banter teeming with sexual tension. Nate's survivor's guilt is more than apparent in his choice of aiding JJ's family, and though this choice was the impetus to getting clean and seeking help, it ultimately left me sad for him but happy it opened his eyes to the truth of his own life having worth.
This was an intensely emotional read with compelling characters, both primary and secondary, and a good flow with no big misunderstandings. Alia and Nate are both kind hearted and long to help others, often forgetting about their own desires until their buttons are pushed. Their connection crackles with sexual tension resulting in numerous steamy scenes that brought out some truly profound and romantic insights from Nate. Along with two such strong main characters comes a cast of equally engaging secondary ones that have me wanting to learn more about them. Becca's as kind as her sister, popular for being pretty, but shamed for being learning disabled. She's unlucky in love due to low self-esteem that leaves her too hard on herself. The other injured soldiers at the retreat (particularly Griff) also have self-esteem issues with their painful pasts, and returns home, that brought a tear to my eye. They all deserve a HEA and I hope Ms. Bell doesn't leave me hanging too long where they're concerned. On a whole this was a read full of emotional highs and lows telling the story of two people just trying to do right in a world full of wrongs and I was captivated from the first page to the last.
Because of issues surrounding her parents Alia has always felt more like a parent than a child, especially when interacting with her learning disabled sister Becca. Seeing how her disability has shattered her self-esteem Alia's main concern in life has been putting a smile on Becca's face, often to the exclusion of her own happiness. That becomes very apparent when the sexy and self-assured Nate meets Alia and makes an instant connection but inexorably finds himself with Becca through Alia's machinations. Alia's matchmaking takes an unexpected turn as the letters she writes on her sister's behalf start reflecting her own feelings and has her wanting things she's long denied herself which leaves Nate feeling disillusioned and alone. After hurting Nate earlier though she doesn't want to hurt him again even though she's the only one who can help heal the chronic pain a tragic wartime explosion has left him with. Being in such close quarters reignites the feelings she tried to bury but their plans for the future, and fears of holding each other back, leaves their HEA in doubt once again unless they finally claim their heart's desires. Alia's immensely likable with her kind heart and selfless nature. She enjoys being needed, craves it as it gives her life purpose, but being around Nate shows her that her needs are just as important. She helps heal Nate, but he heals her too as she finally goes after what she wants, letting others help her for a change, which was empowering to see and left me cheering for her.
Nate was once self-assured and outgoing with his meeting Alia a moment that changed his life completely. He felt a connection to her but ended up with her sister with Alia's blessing. After the truth came out he was left emotionally confused and feeling a bit betrayed, but the explosion that killed his teammate shortly after left him even more bruised and battered. Chronic pain that he refuses to admit is more than physical has him leaning on Alia, and her unconventional treatments, and resurrects their combustible connection. When we meet Nate again he's clearly in pain with shadows marring his soul. He's much quieter with his pain palpable which had me aching with him. He feels as though his life is lacking so to find purpose he focuses on a promise made to a dying teammate which is admirable but misguided as it keeps him from living for himself. As his physical pain dissipates Nate becomes the flirty and boyishly playful man he once was which made his interactions with Alia fun to watch with their witty banter teeming with sexual tension. Nate's survivor's guilt is more than apparent in his choice of aiding JJ's family, and though this choice was the impetus to getting clean and seeking help, it ultimately left me sad for him but happy it opened his eyes to the truth of his own life having worth.
This was an intensely emotional read with compelling characters, both primary and secondary, and a good flow with no big misunderstandings. Alia and Nate are both kind hearted and long to help others, often forgetting about their own desires until their buttons are pushed. Their connection crackles with sexual tension resulting in numerous steamy scenes that brought out some truly profound and romantic insights from Nate. Along with two such strong main characters comes a cast of equally engaging secondary ones that have me wanting to learn more about them. Becca's as kind as her sister, popular for being pretty, but shamed for being learning disabled. She's unlucky in love due to low self-esteem that leaves her too hard on herself. The other injured soldiers at the retreat (particularly Griff) also have self-esteem issues with their painful pasts, and returns home, that brought a tear to my eye. They all deserve a HEA and I hope Ms. Bell doesn't leave me hanging too long where they're concerned. On a whole this was a read full of emotional highs and lows telling the story of two people just trying to do right in a world full of wrongs and I was captivated from the first page to the last.
January 7, 2016
Alia Drake and Nate Riordan had an interesting beginning. They met through Alia’s friend Jake. She and Jake went to college and PT classes together. Jake was a U.S. Vet who had lost a leg and a teammate on his last tour in the military and was now married to Mira and has a son Sam. But at the time he came home he had no clue he even had a seven year old son. But like the soldier he was he took it on the chin and got back in the game stepped up to the plate and won his girl back and met his son and became the dad his son needed.
Never feeling sorry for himself he got into the school program because he wanted to help vets who were coming back and having a hard time transitioning. So he did talks “Life of Purpose.” He does talks, triathlons, has gone to school and is helping other vets. Never letting his lost limb stop him from doing anything. Nate had heard him speak at college career week. Got on his mailing list and puff he’s at the same picnic Alia and her sister Becca are at.
Although Alia had seen and liked Nate first she naturally thought of him for her sister first especially since she had just been dumped. You see the family had its problems as did Becca
Especially educationally so her self-esteem was always low so to make her happy Alia always took care of her needs first. As she had always done and been told to do. The thing is he had talked to Alia first and was liking her but when she showed no interest and said she wasn’t available he moved on to Becca.
Things were good until…
Now two years later Jake had opened a retreat for struggling disabled vets. He and Mira were going on a vacation for two weeks so he called Alia to come to take his place and work with his clients. She is so grateful she hates where she is working. Jake says after the two weeks they’ll see if he can keep her on, if the guys take to her methods. Just before he turns to leave he says by the way Mira thought I should run this by you Nate will be coming to stay for a while he is coming of Oxy and she said that whole thing with your sister and all that it may be a problem? She thinks hard about and then tells him no. But in truth she is so, so worried about it because when they broke up she had a hand in it and her heart was involved too. She wants the job just too much to blow it now so she know she can make it work plus Jake needs the time off for sure.
No sooner does Jake leave town and Nate is scheduled for his visit with her the next day and he doesn’t show up for the evaluation for PT. She has to hunt him down. It is because he knows it’s her she thinks but then she thinks he can’t know Jake didn’t tell him he said. So what’s the deal? When she rounds the building she sees him getting into a kayak and starts to paddle when he is struck with a freezing pain. She calls out and he sees it’s her and he’s pissed at her, at Jake, at his pain, at the world. With no effort she takes down a kayak, life jacket, and an oar and glides into it. Which makes him madder at her ease, yet proud at her strength and lustful over her body. She goes out to try to help but he is too pissed off. She finally talks him into showing up to the first visit. After that things heat up yet not how you would think. This author has a gift of descriptive story telling that made me not want to put this book down. It was intensely sensual without being lewd.
This story will show you the pain vets go through that have been injured. This was an unusual fictional story of a PT having a romance with a patient but this was a person she knew way before a she became a PT still fictional. There’s the sadness, lust, erotica, pain, and humor of the lives of those that serve and how some deal with it. I give this book 5++++ stars. Follow us at: www.1rad-readerreviews.com.
Never feeling sorry for himself he got into the school program because he wanted to help vets who were coming back and having a hard time transitioning. So he did talks “Life of Purpose.” He does talks, triathlons, has gone to school and is helping other vets. Never letting his lost limb stop him from doing anything. Nate had heard him speak at college career week. Got on his mailing list and puff he’s at the same picnic Alia and her sister Becca are at.
Although Alia had seen and liked Nate first she naturally thought of him for her sister first especially since she had just been dumped. You see the family had its problems as did Becca
Especially educationally so her self-esteem was always low so to make her happy Alia always took care of her needs first. As she had always done and been told to do. The thing is he had talked to Alia first and was liking her but when she showed no interest and said she wasn’t available he moved on to Becca.
Things were good until…
Now two years later Jake had opened a retreat for struggling disabled vets. He and Mira were going on a vacation for two weeks so he called Alia to come to take his place and work with his clients. She is so grateful she hates where she is working. Jake says after the two weeks they’ll see if he can keep her on, if the guys take to her methods. Just before he turns to leave he says by the way Mira thought I should run this by you Nate will be coming to stay for a while he is coming of Oxy and she said that whole thing with your sister and all that it may be a problem? She thinks hard about and then tells him no. But in truth she is so, so worried about it because when they broke up she had a hand in it and her heart was involved too. She wants the job just too much to blow it now so she know she can make it work plus Jake needs the time off for sure.
No sooner does Jake leave town and Nate is scheduled for his visit with her the next day and he doesn’t show up for the evaluation for PT. She has to hunt him down. It is because he knows it’s her she thinks but then she thinks he can’t know Jake didn’t tell him he said. So what’s the deal? When she rounds the building she sees him getting into a kayak and starts to paddle when he is struck with a freezing pain. She calls out and he sees it’s her and he’s pissed at her, at Jake, at his pain, at the world. With no effort she takes down a kayak, life jacket, and an oar and glides into it. Which makes him madder at her ease, yet proud at her strength and lustful over her body. She goes out to try to help but he is too pissed off. She finally talks him into showing up to the first visit. After that things heat up yet not how you would think. This author has a gift of descriptive story telling that made me not want to put this book down. It was intensely sensual without being lewd.
This story will show you the pain vets go through that have been injured. This was an unusual fictional story of a PT having a romance with a patient but this was a person she knew way before a she became a PT still fictional. There’s the sadness, lust, erotica, pain, and humor of the lives of those that serve and how some deal with it. I give this book 5++++ stars. Follow us at: www.1rad-readerreviews.com.
December 1, 2015
I’ve been waiting for this book since I finished reading Jake and Mira’s story. And I wasn’t disappointed.
I’d like to start with a pre-review note – Serena opened a Facebook group a while ago called Serena’s Salon. Great people, good discussions and one fantastic Serena Bell. Join us there for exclusive announcements and such.
Now, for my review of Can’t Hold Back. It can be read as a standalone, but Hold On Tight is so good, you don’t want to not read it, too.
This story introduces two new characters. Three actually, but I’m referring to the lead characters and they are Alia, Jake’s friend and Nate, also a friend and on leave from his tour.
I’d admit, the prologue was so sweet, I didn’t see where the drama that carries the plot goes into play. But that became very clear as I progressed towards the end of the prologue when Alia pretty much hands over Nate Riordan to her sister, Becca. Then we’re immediately thrown into the story. Alia at Jake’s facility.
Jake opened a recovery facility for veterans and Alia, a good friend and PT is seeking employment with him after leaving her previous job. Jake takes her on for a two week trial while he’s taking a long overdue vacation with his wife, Mira.
Two years later enters Nate. Nate is back from Afghanistan, having lost his friend in battle, he’s suffering from random pain all over his body and can’t handle it by himself. He is now on a guilt induced mission and is seeking help with his pain while dealing with dropping his pain meds cold turkey. All in order to fulfill his dead friend’s wish.
Alia and Nate have a history, not like you’d think, but it’s painful and reeks of betrayal and hurt. Alia has a hand in the betrayal and Nate is still somewhat angry about it.
Since Alia is in charge of treating Nate, there’s not much he can do when cramps and unbearable pain hits and he seeks her help. Granted, he’s reluctant and mostly isn’t trusting her skills, but she proves him wrong quickly, while helping him face some demons.
And still that doesn’t alleviate his hurt from Alia and Becca’s betrayal.
The story weaves through injured veterans and as opposed to the first title in the series where Jake is an ATK amputee and is dealing with both emotional struggles but physical as well as self esteem, in Can’t Hold Back Nate is struggling with invisible wounds, with pain that cannot be explained and with his injured psyche fueling it.
Alia, on her end is struggling with her attraction to Nate and feeling guilty about deceiving him years prior. Always the caretaker she’s slowly realizing her faults and limitations, her need to let loose and seek help herself. And a big part of that is her sister pretty much getting in her face about it.
Becca, while behind the scenes of the story, definitely makes a difference when she shows up. She’s the spark behind Alia’s recognition of being unable to say what she wants and needs, behind her seeking help herself and leaning on others for it.
These kinds of stories always carry a certain air of honor. They’re always emotional and somehow they touch each and every one of us readers on some level. Can’t Hold Back is a wonderful example of great writing, careful weaving of emotions and reality into a special situation, and of course – great, passionate and sexy romance. Grab this second chance romance today.
4.5 Stars
* Loveswept and NetGalley provided this copy in exchange for my honest review.
I’d like to start with a pre-review note – Serena opened a Facebook group a while ago called Serena’s Salon. Great people, good discussions and one fantastic Serena Bell. Join us there for exclusive announcements and such.
Now, for my review of Can’t Hold Back. It can be read as a standalone, but Hold On Tight is so good, you don’t want to not read it, too.
This story introduces two new characters. Three actually, but I’m referring to the lead characters and they are Alia, Jake’s friend and Nate, also a friend and on leave from his tour.
I’d admit, the prologue was so sweet, I didn’t see where the drama that carries the plot goes into play. But that became very clear as I progressed towards the end of the prologue when Alia pretty much hands over Nate Riordan to her sister, Becca. Then we’re immediately thrown into the story. Alia at Jake’s facility.
Jake opened a recovery facility for veterans and Alia, a good friend and PT is seeking employment with him after leaving her previous job. Jake takes her on for a two week trial while he’s taking a long overdue vacation with his wife, Mira.
Two years later enters Nate. Nate is back from Afghanistan, having lost his friend in battle, he’s suffering from random pain all over his body and can’t handle it by himself. He is now on a guilt induced mission and is seeking help with his pain while dealing with dropping his pain meds cold turkey. All in order to fulfill his dead friend’s wish.
Alia and Nate have a history, not like you’d think, but it’s painful and reeks of betrayal and hurt. Alia has a hand in the betrayal and Nate is still somewhat angry about it.
Since Alia is in charge of treating Nate, there’s not much he can do when cramps and unbearable pain hits and he seeks her help. Granted, he’s reluctant and mostly isn’t trusting her skills, but she proves him wrong quickly, while helping him face some demons.
And still that doesn’t alleviate his hurt from Alia and Becca’s betrayal.
The story weaves through injured veterans and as opposed to the first title in the series where Jake is an ATK amputee and is dealing with both emotional struggles but physical as well as self esteem, in Can’t Hold Back Nate is struggling with invisible wounds, with pain that cannot be explained and with his injured psyche fueling it.
Alia, on her end is struggling with her attraction to Nate and feeling guilty about deceiving him years prior. Always the caretaker she’s slowly realizing her faults and limitations, her need to let loose and seek help herself. And a big part of that is her sister pretty much getting in her face about it.
Becca, while behind the scenes of the story, definitely makes a difference when she shows up. She’s the spark behind Alia’s recognition of being unable to say what she wants and needs, behind her seeking help herself and leaning on others for it.
These kinds of stories always carry a certain air of honor. They’re always emotional and somehow they touch each and every one of us readers on some level. Can’t Hold Back is a wonderful example of great writing, careful weaving of emotions and reality into a special situation, and of course – great, passionate and sexy romance. Grab this second chance romance today.
4.5 Stars
* Loveswept and NetGalley provided this copy in exchange for my honest review.
January 7, 2016
Alia gave sexy, smart military man Nate Riordan to her sister years ago, even though there was an odd feeling in her stomach and in her heart. Then, she helped screw it all up and the effects of that decision effect all three of them to this date. Hoping for a spot on staff at her friend's veteran's retreat, R&R, Alia agrees to cover Jake's role as physical therapist for the veterans. Little does she know, Nate's accepted his friend's offer to spend some time there after quitting pain management meds cold turkey. What starts as just PT soon brings both their emotions back to life and neither wants to hold back.
Okay, I really don't need another book boyfriend, but I'll make room for Nate. I happen to be dating an Army veteran myself and Serena Bell did an amazing job of writing the character of Nate and his history. The detail in this book is amazing, there had to have been a lot of research completed to make Nate, and the other veterans, as realistic as they were. I felt like I could see Nate, I could see his body shape, him wincing in pain, and the moments when his eyes lit up with ideas of sexual pleasure. I genuinely enjoyed reading from his POV, even when he was working through hard memories of his time overseas. Our heroine isn't so bad either, Alia thinks of herself as ordinary when she is anything but. I liked how realistic and down-to-earth she was, as well as how giving she was without even realizing. I get exhausted of characters who are so into themselves, it was really nice to have a character who didn't even own up to her own needs. Plus, her kindness is what makes this book all workout. Nate and Alia have some of the best dialogue, even when it dealt with the rough subjects, both about the past relationship and war, the dialogue felt real and when it was heating up, woo don't get me started on that.
The story between Alia and Nate isn't one I have read before, part love triangle and part cat-fishing. Their breakup is pretty devastating and I could completely believe why both Alia and Nate would think they wanted nothing to do with one another. While I am not normally one for people/characters dating their sibling's ex, this one just works. The way the characters both open up to their vulnerabilities and lean on one another will convince you that they are meant to be. On top of that, I really appreciated that Serena Bell didn't give us someone getting in between their relationship, no villain, but gave us situations that caused differences. Nate's desperate to help his friend's family after he passed away, during the same explosion that injured Nate, and Alia can't put anything before her career. The way Serena had the characters deal with the issues of ethics and broken promises really convinced me of her writing skills. There are also some incredibly well written secondary characters that bring a lot more realism into the story, you'll be just as convinced as I was that this could be real life, it could easily be people you know.
This book had everything I look for in a romance, there's second chances (I know, I'm addicted to them), personal growth, family, a book boyfriend, and a realistic plot line. While this book is part of a series, Returning Home, it can be read as a standalone. I personally am going back to read the first one right now and I'm going to cross my fingers that we get a book for Alia's sister, Becca.
Okay, I really don't need another book boyfriend, but I'll make room for Nate. I happen to be dating an Army veteran myself and Serena Bell did an amazing job of writing the character of Nate and his history. The detail in this book is amazing, there had to have been a lot of research completed to make Nate, and the other veterans, as realistic as they were. I felt like I could see Nate, I could see his body shape, him wincing in pain, and the moments when his eyes lit up with ideas of sexual pleasure. I genuinely enjoyed reading from his POV, even when he was working through hard memories of his time overseas. Our heroine isn't so bad either, Alia thinks of herself as ordinary when she is anything but. I liked how realistic and down-to-earth she was, as well as how giving she was without even realizing. I get exhausted of characters who are so into themselves, it was really nice to have a character who didn't even own up to her own needs. Plus, her kindness is what makes this book all workout. Nate and Alia have some of the best dialogue, even when it dealt with the rough subjects, both about the past relationship and war, the dialogue felt real and when it was heating up, woo don't get me started on that.
The story between Alia and Nate isn't one I have read before, part love triangle and part cat-fishing. Their breakup is pretty devastating and I could completely believe why both Alia and Nate would think they wanted nothing to do with one another. While I am not normally one for people/characters dating their sibling's ex, this one just works. The way the characters both open up to their vulnerabilities and lean on one another will convince you that they are meant to be. On top of that, I really appreciated that Serena Bell didn't give us someone getting in between their relationship, no villain, but gave us situations that caused differences. Nate's desperate to help his friend's family after he passed away, during the same explosion that injured Nate, and Alia can't put anything before her career. The way Serena had the characters deal with the issues of ethics and broken promises really convinced me of her writing skills. There are also some incredibly well written secondary characters that bring a lot more realism into the story, you'll be just as convinced as I was that this could be real life, it could easily be people you know.
This book had everything I look for in a romance, there's second chances (I know, I'm addicted to them), personal growth, family, a book boyfriend, and a realistic plot line. While this book is part of a series, Returning Home, it can be read as a standalone. I personally am going back to read the first one right now and I'm going to cross my fingers that we get a book for Alia's sister, Becca.
January 2, 2016
I really enjoyed this, and I liked that it was sort of a second chance at love story. Nate is a soldier that has been injured and is in need of rehabilitation, and he is working on his dependence of pain medication. Alia is a physical therapist, and she is working at a soldier rehabilitation place. Alia and Nate knew each other awhile back, and even though Alia was/is really attracted to Nate, she "gives him up" to her sister; which is just stupid, and of course the relationship between Nate and Alia's sister doesn't end up in a good place because Alia and her sister do something that was rather mean to Nate and really themselves. Alia's sister sort of has a learning disability, so Alia feels like she needs to give up her own happiness for her sister; mind you they are adults, so it's just odd, and I thought Alia's actions towards her sister were somewhat degrading. It was like Alia thought her sister couldn't handle her own life and that her sister was just helpless, and because of Alia's coddling, her sister is sort of childish, so that is something I didn't enjoy, and that's one of the reason I knocked this book down a rating. I enjoy reconnection stories, and I like the soldier aspect of this story, and I like to read about soldiers in general, so I like that this book is set at a soldier rehabilitation clinic. I thought Nate and Alia have good chemistry, but I wanted them to be a little bit more needy for each other; mainly Nate, I wanted it to feel more soul deep. There are some steamy scenes between them though! Alia is helping Nate with his physical therapy, so there is lots of contact, which leads to some sexy thoughts, and Alia wants to be professional, but Nate isn't making it easy. Nate and Alia have a few obstacles in their way to being together, the whole Alia needs to be professional thing, the problem from the past between them, both of them have issues, and a friend of Nate's died in the military, so Nate thinks he needs to fill in for him with the soldier's family and business. This book was heartfelt and the romance was sweet, so I would recommend this book to those reader who enjoy romance. I look forward to reading more books in this series!
December 12, 2015
I was a little hesitant to start this book…wait, that’s a lie. I was a lot hesitant to start this book. The whole my sister’s ex-boyfriend thing just does not do it for me and I don’t even know why I agreed to review it. My only excuse is that I have always heard good things about Serena Bell. Now I sit back and kick myself for waiting so long. Can’t Hold Back is fantastic! It is the story of Alia, a physical therapist who loves to help people. She helps them manage their pain through mostly holistic ways such as meditation, yoga, massage, Pilates and exercise. Once upon a time, she met a guy, Nate, and because her sister needed a little boost in self-esteem, she passes him along to her sister even though she herself felt a connection to him. This part of the story is my only issue with this story. I really don’t like stories that have our main characters crossing those sister/best friend’s ex barrier. They just give me the heebie-jeebies. So since I was enjoying the writing style, I decided to do my best and just ignore that part of the plot. It worked! I was able to ignore it away for the most part. I think it helped that Becca (the sister) and Nate didn’t share any current page time together. Nate was a soldier heading off to war. They had mostly a long distance relationship and they were both extremely mature about their relationship expectations, plus they never got it on other than kissing. Nate and Alia have more of a history than Nate and Becca. So don’t be like me and let your heeby-jeebies hold you back from what is truly a fantastic story with great characters, scorching chemistry, and a beautiful healing journey. This book is HOT! I highly recommend it.
ARC via Netgalley
ARC via Netgalley
December 22, 2015
I received an ARC of this book from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
I haven't read anything from Serena Bell before, but I've seen that the reviews on her book were good. I found Can't Hold Back, and the blurb sounded pretty interesting to me, so I took a chance on it. As it turns out, I'm glad I checked this book out. I ended up really loving the whole story. I don't read a lot of military romance because it's just not my thing. However, this book was about a veteran who's been hardened by his experiences and loss. I was intrigued and wanted to know what his journey would be like.
I liked both of the main characters in this book. The heroine was easy to admire because she's great at her job and her intentions in helping the hero heal was very noble. I understand just how difficult it must be for a person to look at someone you have feelings for become a different person from who they once was. I also loved the hero because he was brave. Even when he was going through a dark and tough time, you could see that he was a great man underneath.
I will now include Serena Bell in the authors that I watch out for. If there's another installation for this series, I will definitely be checking it out as well. I haven't read the first book, but maybe I will read it as well when I have some time on my hands. This story is sweet and a little sensual as well, so that combination is a winner for me. I think any romance fan will love the story.
I haven't read anything from Serena Bell before, but I've seen that the reviews on her book were good. I found Can't Hold Back, and the blurb sounded pretty interesting to me, so I took a chance on it. As it turns out, I'm glad I checked this book out. I ended up really loving the whole story. I don't read a lot of military romance because it's just not my thing. However, this book was about a veteran who's been hardened by his experiences and loss. I was intrigued and wanted to know what his journey would be like.
I liked both of the main characters in this book. The heroine was easy to admire because she's great at her job and her intentions in helping the hero heal was very noble. I understand just how difficult it must be for a person to look at someone you have feelings for become a different person from who they once was. I also loved the hero because he was brave. Even when he was going through a dark and tough time, you could see that he was a great man underneath.
I will now include Serena Bell in the authors that I watch out for. If there's another installation for this series, I will definitely be checking it out as well. I haven't read the first book, but maybe I will read it as well when I have some time on my hands. This story is sweet and a little sensual as well, so that combination is a winner for me. I think any romance fan will love the story.
December 13, 2015
3.5 stars
I really like Serena Bell's writing. She gives us characters with so much emotional baggage, but during the course of the story, the load they are carrying lessens with the love they end up finding. And let me just tell you, Nate and Alia had some baggage. Not only did they have their individual stuff going on, his coming back a survivor from war and her having to take on the role of a parent to her sister, but they had a history. Their history was something I don't think I'd ever read before. I am not going to spoil it, just know that it was a first for me. LOL
My main complaint is that both Nate and Alia wanted more, but neither were willing to voice what they wanted, so they walked away from each other and were willing to not have anything. I wanted to shake them both! Of course, knowing their history, it's not surprising that neither of them were willing to risk exposing their wants. But still, it made me mad ;) Thankfully, they pulled their heads out of their behinds and took a risk. I'll let you know I cried, it was sweet. And they got their happily-ever-after :)
ARC received via Netgalley for an honest review
I really like Serena Bell's writing. She gives us characters with so much emotional baggage, but during the course of the story, the load they are carrying lessens with the love they end up finding. And let me just tell you, Nate and Alia had some baggage. Not only did they have their individual stuff going on, his coming back a survivor from war and her having to take on the role of a parent to her sister, but they had a history. Their history was something I don't think I'd ever read before. I am not going to spoil it, just know that it was a first for me. LOL
My main complaint is that both Nate and Alia wanted more, but neither were willing to voice what they wanted, so they walked away from each other and were willing to not have anything. I wanted to shake them both! Of course, knowing their history, it's not surprising that neither of them were willing to risk exposing their wants. But still, it made me mad ;) Thankfully, they pulled their heads out of their behinds and took a risk. I'll let you know I cried, it was sweet. And they got their happily-ever-after :)
ARC received via Netgalley for an honest review
January 1, 2016
4 Stars!
Well I have a new author to come to and check out in the future. This is my first book by Serena and she definitely has a new fan in me. This author gave me a story that had me trying to turn the pages long after they stopped. This is the second book in a new series but is a complete standalone.
This book was fantastic. Written flawlessly, this author has created a beautiful love story that will speak to your soul. I am a sucker for military romances and this author surpassed my expectations. I was captivated by the intense storyline. It was sexy, sweet, passionate, and full of the feels.
This is Alia and Nate’s story. Their story is one of second chances. Their story is about healing and triumph... love and strength. You couldn't help but feel the emotions pouring out of Alia and Nate. These two take a journey that will make you smile, laugh, cry, swoon, and totally falling in love.
I recommend this book.
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Well I have a new author to come to and check out in the future. This is my first book by Serena and she definitely has a new fan in me. This author gave me a story that had me trying to turn the pages long after they stopped. This is the second book in a new series but is a complete standalone.
This book was fantastic. Written flawlessly, this author has created a beautiful love story that will speak to your soul. I am a sucker for military romances and this author surpassed my expectations. I was captivated by the intense storyline. It was sexy, sweet, passionate, and full of the feels.
This is Alia and Nate’s story. Their story is one of second chances. Their story is about healing and triumph... love and strength. You couldn't help but feel the emotions pouring out of Alia and Nate. These two take a journey that will make you smile, laugh, cry, swoon, and totally falling in love.
I recommend this book.
My Post---> http://reneeentress.blogspot.com/2016...
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